If love is blind, I must have been very blind.
I hate how irrational feelings are.
How my mind and heart are always in conflict.
How my prayers seem void.
How I deceive myself.
I feel stupid. He doesn’t even know.
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I find it strange that some people are actually envious of me… Or rather my life… Perhaps they haven’t seen the tears shed in exchange. And those haunting thoughts, voices telling you you’re not good enough.
It’s so convincing sometimes, it drives me crazy. For I have every reason to believe so.
In times like this, I choose to listen to the word of God and know that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. To be still, and know that He is God.
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